20121224 it is the day of Chrismas Eve, but..

today is chrismas eve.

i'm unemployed for a weeks, even if i don't have to go work, but i still should do a lot of things. it is not small things. 

i did go cousin's marrage on yesterday, and today is chirsmas eve therefore i thought what i can't study too. and tomorrow is a long awaited of Chrismas,,, D-Day.. so maybe also i can't hold the rein over my mind on tomorrow.

i just have to go study hard, for study hard, first, i have to be the man of strong and like tree or mountain somethings.

anyway,, i need strong autosuggestion now like my blog's subject.

i more and more concentrate on my english study, and i should forget all anniversary to catch a good job.

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* BE unemployed for [기간] : [기간]동안 실직 상태인/ 백수인.

* hold the rein over ONE's mind: 들뜬 마음을 잡다.      

# rein = 고삐 ;;  rein over = 고삐를쥐다. --> 통제하다 

* a long awaited: 대망의 (오래 기다린)

* concentrate on sth: ~에 집중하다.   ( = focus on)                        

# 연상1: con cent rate = 콘을 먹기 위해서는 가격(cent) 종류(rate:비율)에 집중을 하여 고른다.

# 연상2: 칸 센트렛! - 독일 축구선수 칸이 강하더래(쎄드랫) = 쎈 이유는 골키퍼가 집중을 하기때문!

* anniversary: an  ni  + ver sa  + ry      ( = a memorial day)

# 애니 벌쓰 리 = 애니라는 아이의 생일이 또(re) 돌아오다. 기념일이 또 돌아오다. --> 기념일

# 유사: celebration(기념 행사)  ; hold a celebration(축하연을 열다) ; in celebration of~ (~을 축하하며) 

20121223 Maternal cousin's marrage is today!

today, i get up earlier than ordinary day, because today i have to attend my cousin's marrage. 

my cousin is a man, and he is a same age with me. this same terms that let me catched many scolding. 

ah.. 

writing diary let me recur today's situations again. 

right. 

today in his marrage, i will sing a marrage song for him originally. 

but when was coming a marrage of the day, he called to me said: 

  "my girlfriend wants me what will listen his song. can i sing a song instead of you? "

  "of course, you can"  i answered.

before the 1 week ago, i revieved his call. and i accepted what i take the marrage Song's mission. 

and i had started a song of the Da-Haeng-Yi-da with flutter. 

for sing a song, i had gone Karaok a lot of times. and maybe i listened more of fifty time's that song. 

but.. T.T 

anyway.. 

even if i injuried from changed singer situation, but today i could see many cousins who long time no seem.

what though about a small mistake?

Q.

(오래못본) 사촌들을 볼수 있었다 = i could see cousins (who long time no seem).

20121220 i lost my job

after i graduated my university, maybe a three month ago from now, i got the intership job. it is 4 month course. 

and i workin there for 3month, and i leave there becuz even it is a my first formal job, but i feels.. it's not associate to me.. so i just leave there.. 

after came back parents home, i was just started my hope what it is study english and became a good english speaker. 

today's time goes passes like that. 

20121219 my study english story from child to now.

at first, maybe i should to introduce myself to you. 

i'm older 20s. and i'm korean, but i lived in china for 10 years.

i just graduated UIBE in beijing, CHINA. because i didn't care and i didn't study about english.. maybe i didn't know how important english is on way of finding job. franklly, i had a job for 3 months after graduated, but i didn't feels good -- (it is actually, i didn't think what i can learn about anything more than i go another company) so i retired from my job. maybe i'm unemployed and past a 2weeks or more. 

since retired my job, i started study english for improving more than earlier. 

and today i also started write english, i can't promise what i can write everyday, but i want to through this blog, hope to get my english level's improving and if i can, find friends from another country.

thanks.

at first, when i was junior school student, i met English and i was started study it. 

먼저, 나는 초등학교 무렵부터 영어를 접했었다. 

after past sorts of some years, maybe i was a middle school, i was tried to write english diary. but it likes many enduranceless people, almost i just wrote two.. or three diary and i gave up it. 

중학교때는 영어일기를 써볼려고 했던적도 있었고, 

in the academical high school, i was gotton high english score comparatively.

인문계 고등학교에 가서는 시험도 곧잘 치는 그런 학생이었다. 

but  it is age to be find job, but i don't have courage to speak any words with foreigner... maybe i guess, have to say that i haven't conversation skill. 

하지만, 취업을 할 나이가 된 나는.. 외국인과 한마디도 나눌 용기가 없다.. 아니 회화 실력이 없다고 해야할 것 같다. 

but anybody knows, there is a language for man to man's comunication, isn't it? 

다들 알텐데, 언어는 소통을 위한거 아닌가.. 

it's so gloomy becuz can't speak english natural in job interview and in the preparing job interview's scripts. 

면접에서 스크립트 없이는 자연스러운 몇마디 못하다니..  우울하다. 

what were we studied in school.

학교에서 뭘 배운건지. 

damm it.. i have got to have better english speaking.

젠장. 영어는 역시 잘해야 한다. 

welcome to:

thanks to fixing my english fault, 

and you can abuse to me hard about its disorder.